well, maybe it's all in my head

sigh

⚔ my sleep has been fitful and my dreams have been prolific - from the moment that i fall asleep until the moment i wake up. unfortunately, i remember so little of them that there isn't anything of significance to write down at all. i just know i dreamt. i keep waking up to reposition, get water, open the window, grab more blankets, blah blah blah - but it's something different everytime

⚔ i feel like there is a message or a symbol or recurring theme that is trying to break through to me

⚔ i was told as a 3rd grader, "if you don't know what to write about, write that you have nothing to write about" and hemingway said "write the truest sentence you know" okay but everything is connected and i'm overwhelmed at the thought of processing it all.

⚔ i have plenty of things to look forward to, so i do feel very grateful for that! let's start there

~lun tunes show 
~continuing ballet
~seeing my friends soon!!
~my birthday is offcially less than a month away!!
~whenever i get to go roller skating next!!

⚔ and i have had a lot of things i've enjoyed doing

~going to the parfumerie with my beloved, and getting a consultation.
a few weeks later, he went to get us our favorite scents. turns out,
the brand was doing a promotion, with a purchase of a fragrance
they included a sampler set! ~i went on a farm tour for work! it was extremely informative
and it was also cool to see my coworkers outside the workplace
we all get along pretty well, for which i'm also super grateful for ~pet-sitting back in small town oregon! we landed here with family
before making our way our to a bigger city, but it's lovely
to enjoy the crispy autumn air, and revisit some of our favorite shopping
and dining spots

⚔ i need to do a better job of eating breakfast a reasonable time after waking up, instead of realizing right before needing ot get ready for work "ah shit, i gotta eat"

⚔ i envisioned this page being filled with observations and quaint and witty one-liners, but it's empty headed coffee stomached brain rot toughts. maybe someday soon i'll have more to offer, to myself and any onlookers. thank you, i out to set up a comments box sometime when i don't actively have to log off